ISSUE 7
Issue 7
Fiction
Short story
The Visitor
by Daniel Alarcón

Work in Progress
by Kristin Kearns

Panther in the Woods
by Karen Bjorneby


And so it begins...
The Mishearing Game
by Eric Schniewind

Black Holes

by Nina Schuyler

Flash fiction
Make-A-Wish
by John Jodzio

When We Are Going to Be There

by Chris Colin

For the Love of Flight (from Exult)

by Joe Quirk

The Visitor
by Daniel AlarcÓn

It had been three months and I thought things would have gotten easier. The children still cried at night. They still asked about their mother. On clear mornings, I took them to the cemetery, which was all that was left of the old town. From that hill we could see the remains of the valley, and the sharp scar where the mountain had slipped. The planes flew only on clear, cloudless days, and we watched for them in the skies above us: whirling, see-sawing, their shaky wings trembling in the mountain wind. The children waved. We counted the parachutes drifting down and down. It was a game we played. I taught Mariela and Ximena to differentiate between German and French as we sifted through the aid packages. I helped Efraín pull the parachutes from the mud, and clean them off.

The first day we huddled together to stay warm. The sky was heavy with dust after the landslide. We'd been at the cemetery burying the little one, who was only a few days old when he died, who Erlinda, my wife, hadn't had the heart to name. The children didn't understand. Erlinda had stayed in town, still recovering. We lowered him into the earth. Then there was a shaking. The mountain broke free. I held our three children close to me. A stew of ice and rock and mud rumbled down the valley.

We stayed at the cemetery that first night. Some of the coffins had been shaken from the earth. I made a lean-to with the planks of wood. The earth shook every hour or so, and I was a afraid. Only the summit of the cemetery hill was still poking out from beneath the slippery mud. There was just room enough for me and my children.

On the second day, the sun came out, and the mud began to dry. I took two of the longest planks and told the children to wait for me. Efraín wanted to come, but I told him to stay and take care of his sisters. Help is coming, I said. I laid the planks out one in front of the other, and made my way across the mud toward where our house had been. I oriented myself by the plaza, which I could still make out. The tops of the four palm trees rose out of the mud, but the cathedral and the other buildings had been buried. I saw no one. The planks sunk a little into the mud as I walked.

I stepped over the buried town. We'd moved here from the south end of the valley when it was time to start a family. We'd made a life here. I tended herds I did not own. Erlinda sold what she could in the market. We worked and we saved. We'd tried to buy a small plot of land on the eastern folds of the mountains, but been spurned. Those lands are reserved for important families, they'd told us, not for you. Just before the youngest was buried, we'd talked of leaving. To the city, to the sea. I remember Erlinda and her confusion. We worried about our children, about the future. We would never leave. This was home. It had been home.

I made it, finally, to where my house had stood, to where my wife must have been buried. I'd taken a cross from the cemetery, scavenged from one of the wrecked graves. I planted it in the mud above my home. Erlinda, I prayed, had felt no pain and hadn't had time to be afraid. She had died in her sleep, I prayed.

Across the valley, the mountain sides were green and blooming. My children were hungry. I sat and prayed, and then took my planks and continued on toward the hills.

I found herbs and fruits there, and grazing sheep and goats that now had no owner other than me. The sun warmed my cheeks. Across the valley, across the muddy strip of earth, I saw cemetery hill. The children sat together; I waved to them. We would be better off here, I decided. These were the best lands. I went back for the children. While the girls waited, Efraín and I made two more trips, crossing the thick mud with careful steps, carrying more planks. With the remains of the shattered coffins, we made a new home on the eastern slopes.

In the weeks after, Efraín seemed to be growing every day, and I was proud. He took care of the girls. He made my life easier. The girls asked him about their mother, because they knew not to ask me anymore. Efraín gave them the same simple answer I had given them: that things were different now. This would usually set them crying, Mariela folding herself into her sister's embrace. I would hold them, but I had nothing to give them. I tried to be strong. I dreamt of Erlinda every night. Each day, I went to see her, to tell her about the children, about our new home. I told her I missed her. Every week or so, I pulled the cross out and replanted it, so it wouldn't tilt or lean as the mud settled. From our new home we could see everything, and everything, I told Erlinda, was ours: the cemetery hill, the four palm trees, the green eastern slopes and the grazing herds. Erlinda, my wife, was resting.

Some days I stole away from the children. Efraín disappeared with his sisters to play and I to gather parachutes from the hillsides. I would find myself crying. I cried for the town and for my wife, for myself and the children. I cried for my fourth child, the buried child. The children seemed to have forgotten him: his smallness, his labored breathing, and even the events of that day. And I tried to forget him too: in the way of our grandparents, who withheld their love from a child until he had survived two winters. When I was Efraín's age, I lost a sister. For a time, our home was quiet and heavy, but then she was buried and never spoken of again.

The children survived my moods. Sometimes I asked, "Do you remember where we used to live?" and their blank stares told me they hadn't understood my question. I envied them and their youthful amnesia. Under the sweep of mountain sky, I felt alone.

"Where did we live?" I asked them.

"With mother," was all they ever said. We gave our emptiness a name. That name was Erlinda.

So we stayed there, on the other side of the valley from the cemetery, on the foothills above the martyred town. Parachutes slipped through the heavy clouds, swinging gently in the passing wind. No one came to see the town or its graves. We waited. We were there when the visitor came.

His name was Alejo. He carried a bundle of clothes wrapped in a blanket. He'd come from over the mountains, from the city. "I've been walking," he told me, "for two weeks." Alejo yawned as he sat, and I heard his bones creaking. "I have news."

"Tell it then," I said.

"There are 36,000 dead in the city."

"36,000?" I asked.

The visitor nodded. He took off his shoes.

"And in the north?"

"22,000 when I left."

"The south?"

"At last count, 28,000."

My head felt light. "On the coast?" I asked, though I knew no one on the coast.

"There are no towns left standing."

"My God," I said.

His face was cracked by the wind. He rubbed his feet. Ximena brought us tea in earthen bowls. We sat quietly.

"What are people saying?" I asked.

He cupped his bowl in his calloused hands. He let the steam kiss his face. "They're hardly speaking at all."

It was getting cold.

From the pile of clothes, Mariela brought our visitor a jacket. "Guess where this jacket came from!" she asked cheerfully. "Guess!"

The visitor smiled gently and shrugged his shoulders. We were all bundled and wearing the bright clothing of survivors.

"France!" my daughter said, beaming.

I smiled. "We counted thirteen parachute drops in one day," I said.

"Thirteen?"

My son and I have collected nearly fifty parachutes. We will build tents with them, for when the rains come.

We sat in silence for a moment.

"What do we have for our visitor?" I called to the children. We'd been inundated with aid, some of it useful, some of it less so. A box of oversized bathing suits from Holland. Postcards from New York that wished us well. A package of neckties from Denmark. I'd picked a red one, which I used to tie back my black hair. Efraín offered Alejo a selection of ties. Erlinda would have been proud. "Please take one," he said, bowing ceremoniously.

The visitor picked an orange tie, and smiled at me. He wore it as a headband, then picked a shorter green one, which he tied on Efraín. "We're a tribe now," the visitor said, laughing. Efraín smiled too.

It was overcast, the sky a color of bone. The fog sank from the silver mountains. "How many did you lose here, friend?" the visitor asked.

We could still see the cross. I pointed across the muddy plain at my resting wife. "Only one," I said.

Efraín had picked out headbands for his sisters. My children were a row of Danish neckties. "Only one," they said in a chorus.
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